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Wednesday, September 22, 2004
9/22/2004 07:19:00 PM stop playing wif her feelings! its not fun ok. who do u tink she is? u want than u want ar. u tink u who! can u imagine her feelings mahx?! jux go away. dun bother her anymore! Sunday, September 19, 2004
9/19/2004 02:22:00 PM so sian now. have headache. hai. chatting wif justin. talking about ai yi gen ren. he say duan le xian de feng zheng. yong yuan shi zhui bao gui de na zhi. yao zhe me bu ye bu bu hui lai. ying wei ta yi jing duan le. true ehx? we dun usually treasure wad we have now. shi qu le cai hui zhen xi. its always like that. y? when we have it.. we dun treasure it. but i was thinking.. how do we cherish? by saying wad? by doing wad? hmmx.. dunno lehx.. zhong zhi bu yao shi qu le cai hui zhen xi can le larx.. x) hahaha.. okok. know i not talking sense here. haha. Saturday, September 18, 2004
9/18/2004 06:29:00 PM went to jp wif her jux now. dun wan to write her name here. if not later got rumour about him and her. jiu bu hao le. pei ta watch cinderalla story. kind of bored bahx. cos i watched before le. than i know wads going to happen next. but the ending v touching.. mood wasnt quite good. cos like everytime we go out. is like there is always him coming along or wad. feel kind of uncomfortable lor. nth to talk about wif him. how u expect me to face him? it's like weird. but wadever lor. throughout the whole thing. didnt talk much larx. at first wanted to tell her alot of things de. but i jux didnt have the mood to. if i knew he will be dere. i wun go le. firstly, cos i watch before le. secondly, she got somebody to pei ta. yahx. thats basically all larx. came home. watch tv. feelin kind of sick. like whole body no strength like that. headache also. hai. heck care. k larx. shall stop here liao le. takkare everyone. Friday, September 17, 2004
9/17/2004 10:15:00 PM yay! sylvester got in! haha. he is so cute~ lol. k larx. shall start. lessons was quite ok. didnt have pe. again. =( dunno how many weeks no pe liao le. hai. sit at the concourse for three periods. yahx. after sch. stayed back. have to go for cip. wasnt feeling quite well. had slight fever. but didnt bother. jux went anyway. went dere. clean up. wipe tables. wipe chairs. wipe doors. jiu come back le. reach sch. jiu come home le. talk talk on the fone. got scolded siahx. cos they say i always talking on the fone de. haha. than tio nag. -.-''' haha. takkare everyone! ::l.o.o.k.i.n.g.i.n.t.o.y.o.u.r.e.y.e.s:: ::i.c.a.n.s.e.e.h.o.w.m.u.c.h.i.l.u.v.u:: ::a.n.d.i.t.m.a.k.e.s.m.e.r.e.a.l.i.s.e:: Thursday, September 16, 2004
9/16/2004 08:39:00 PM woah~ so long no blog le.. 14/9/04 tuesday this day rawks!~ hehe. some of u might know the reason. dun wan to write here. haha. but it jux simply rawks. =)) 15/9/04 wednesday was quite ok bahx. in sch. normal normal. came home. online. asked her the reason. but guess we drifted apart le? like things cannot be back to normal. everytime i tell her something. she jux look as if she didnt care. than will give me those type of remarks. kind of pissed at times. didnt bother to tell her bout somethings after that. sometimes i jux summarised everything. in like about 1 or 2 lines. cried while talking to her on msn. dunno y. but it jux flow down. guess cos it's important to me? jux felt v v sad. yah.. hai. she called me. than i was like quiet most of the time. yah. dun believe in friends forever now. it doesnt exist. maybe onli to me bahx. 16/9/04 thursday bad day siahx!~ early in the morning. was in a bad mood. cos of ytd that thingy. than during art lesson. that stupid yd! he shoot me using rubberband. than hit my eye. i realli flared up. cos mi not in good mood. after awhile i jiu not angry wif him liao. recess. so-so larx. was like talking v little. during sci. jiu ok le. yalor. stayed back for geo remedial. after that jiu come home le. watch singapore idol. rawks! haha. think that that sylvester or something like that de. not bad. as in singing larx. haha. but he got dimple. so cute when he smile!~ haha. k larx. shall stop here. =) Saturday, September 11, 2004
9/11/2004 11:21:00 PM yay!! finally can blog le. jux now wanted to blog de. but couldnt type anything. haha. k larx.. shall start. woke up late. was like kind of blur blur de. haha. thn realised its 8.30 le. slowly prepare. reach sch still not late siahx. haha. started practising. walk around. practise. break. combine. v gao xiao. "di yi wei".. lol.. lazy to write here. =P long story. haha. came home. ate lunch. on com. changed my blogskin!! nice? haha.. muz give comments hor. =) called sherlyn. told her bout alot of things. thn hang up. watched tv. did my sci worksheet. watched tv from 7 all the way to 10. haha. now online. chatting. sian. haha. decided to give up. tink wad he said is quite true. need someone to replace that special someone. if not it will be difficult for u to forget him. tink i got no more chance bahx. somemore he is like not who i used to know? dunno lehx. maybe is i change bahx. but..i guess.. he realli make an impact in my life. long long time le. almost 2 years le? hai. lost count. but if we r realli fated.. we will be together one day rite? talked to sherlyn online. told her i want to give up. she ask me not to. she ask me to wait for a little longer. she thinks that we will be together. so i guess i shall jux wait? haha.. shuo lai shuo qu also like not giving up lehx. haha. -.-'' to von. read ur blog! yahx, maybe that can happen. i tot of telling him once. was thinking: i dun care le. jux want to tell him. jux want to let him know. dun wan to regret like before.. but i sort of didnt have the courage to? haha. now thinking of giving up. shall wait a little longer. u? wad u decided to do? muz takkare k? dun let this type of relationship thing affect u. eoy coming soon le.. muz jiayou! =) to sherlyn. we wait a little longer k? if it doesnt happen.. i m determine to give up.. up to u to decide wad u wan to do after that. takkare k? haha. to yijun. muz takkare lehx. know u now facing a difficult decision. dun let it affect u to much hor. smilez. =) Thursday, September 09, 2004
9/09/2004 03:14:00 PM 8/9/04 wednesday let's see.. mom bluff me. say its 12. cos she want me to wake up. woke up. on com. realise it's onli 11. -.-" online. chat. my cousin called. long time since i talk to her le. talked to her the whole morning. haha. actually wanted to go library wif yijun de. she last minute say cannot. so didnt go. after that she say she going. went dere. actually want to study de. was like so crowded. didnt have the mood to study also. so went kfc to eat. wanted to take mrt to jp. yijun realised she lost her wallet. went back to kfc. found it. she was like super duper happy? haha. went to take neocard.. nice! haha. was on a search for pinkie~ haha. he v cute wor.. couldnt see him. walked awhile. jiu come home le. on the bus. the bus-driver dunno how to drive. until i headache + feel like vomitting. cannot tahan. took 941 home. 9/9/04 thursday alarm clock rang at 8.30. off it. slept again. woke up. and i jumped. as in not that type of jump. but those shock than jump those type. u know? haha. realised it was 10.15. supposed to go for chi remedial at 10. do everything. reached sch at about 11? saw pinkie~ haha. they say i break record siahx. break justin's record. haha. remedial end at 12. suppose to have maths remedial. cancelled. cos cher not feeling well. at the bus-stop. kor alighted. i dao him? sorry lehx. hehe. muz forgive me k? haha. went wm. ate bk. walk around. nth much larx. decided to go back to sch. cos need to pass senior something. went into co room. kind of scary? cos the chers all dere. shen shen saw me. haha. senior not dere. than i left. cos today we can choose to go or not to. came home to study. that's all bahx. u said goodbye too many times before*__]] Tuesday, September 07, 2004
9/07/2004 10:51:00 AM yay!! finally can blog le~ haha. so long didnt blog le. cos when i go blogger i cannot type anything. so here i m~ haha. k larx.. shall start now... today is sherlyn birthday! happy birthday! haha. okok.. shall start now.. 3/7/04 friday last day of sch. after sch. stayed back in sch for awhile. sherlyn, jos and i went to jp. sherlyn and i watched cinderalla story. its damn nice lo! haha. i cried siahx. eyes wet wet. haha. cos its touching! than.. after the show. walked around jp. jiu come home le. 4/7/04 saturday went to sch for co. than was like kind of sian diao lor. didnt feel like going. got sectionals. than combine. kind of sian bahx. we also no main part in the song. than jux zhao play lor. cos the song not nice. other instruments nice. ours not nice. haha. yuan shen came back. cos we wanted to have an outing before sheng ying leave for england. saw him.. was like kind of shock. but didnt realli react. walked out of sch. sheng ying and shuling bought their cellos. so they went home first. than meeting us later. left me, yuan shen and jacq. was at the bus-stop le. than yuan shen saw mrs lim's message. ask him go take dunno wad from her. so we walked back to sch again. took 941 to wm. so many funny things that make us laugh. haha. laugh until cannot control siahx. haha. reach wm. walked around. met the rest at jec. ate long john silver. than they wanted to go home le. rachel and i went je library. took 176 to wm. she tricked me siahx. say dun want to go liao. than i realli alight at my stop. she was shocked. haha. i called her. than met her again at wm. haha. walked around at wm. bought comics! nicey.. haha. than came home. 6/9/04 monday went for maths remedial. somebody gave me a little hope. and i decided not to give up. thanks! haha. was like super happy. haha. message yijun. told her. tink she tot i crazee or wad. lol. after remedial. go locker. saw kor! haha. got a shock. didnt expect to see him. haha. than was like deciding where to go. decided. than walked to wm. meet seniors. for outing. couldnt decide on wad to eat. decided on sakae sushi. than went dere. the lady say muz wait till 3. we were like so hungry. than they say go kfc eat something first. rachel and i went to comic shop. than met them after that. go to kfc. didnt see them. took out my fone. wanted to call them. 7 missed calls. got a shock siahx. haha. than called them. they say they at mouth kitchen. went dere. ate. nice. haha. walked around until 3. went sakae. haha. ate until bout 5+ siahx. ate alot. damn nicey. haha. after that me and rachel went to lot 1. she wanted to find something. dun have. than we go bukit panjang plaza. went to lot 1 again. bought new comics~ haha. jiu come home le. had alot of fun. this past few days. enjoyed it alot. now that i got a little hope. i m not gonna let it go again. not going to make the same mistake again. and regret it after that. sherlyn * happy birthday! haha. enjoy urself today yahx? takkare! yijun * jux follow ur heart k? make a decision soon. and not regret it after that yahx? got anything can come find me de k. luv ya.. takkare! takkare! <[more than a smile. less than a laugh]> |